I too has a blog!

Its been a year or so, i havent learned numbers yet so for me it has the same meaning as time would have for a robot or meaningful relationship for an autistic person. Nobody really cares one way or another.

As i always write on this thing, i still wonder why my brain keeps wanting me to play this game. I act like im better then everyone, which i am, so maybe it isnt so much an act but proof of my excellence and prowess. This being utilized in a game i play with other fat, lonely, neck bearded loners, it does not exactly paint a favorable picture of me. And trust me, if you have ever been to Fanfest on Iceland, my description of them are more favorable then they deserve.

Its 2014, and i can tick of another year wasted on EVE, other video games, and nurturing the lonely existence of what is me. So what to do now? I dont know.

My current corp i have been more or less involved with for the last 2 years, recently left Nulli Secunda. Members got too much of the awesome life of hitting F1 and deploying drones. Tho, when we started flying our own fleets, you could see all the skills we had acquired from big fleet ops, by dying over and over again to stupid shit like frigates and pirates that barely qualifies as pilots. And our own FCs being as competent as toddler wielding a chainsaw in a day care center.

 Currently mental image of our standard RA-FL member at this time.

Tho this is what i guess we have to work with, i hope, and i use "hope" at its minimum recognition here, that we will be able to become something resembling this:

I guess by the time the members have been able to shake off the 0.0 SOV gunk and sweat off their skin, we will be able to fly something resembling a smart fleet. But i think by that time we will be drawn back into 0.0 where that alliance we join demands our full stupidity to rule our minds and to comply to their standards that is as fun as, well playing EVE.

Well,  ill end it here. I need to go cry in a corner for 15 mins before i start playing with the only people that exist in my world. those in my head, and those in EVE.